Saturday, December 12, 2015

The Neighbor's Son

   
The Neighbor's Son by xplorer2000
Fiction, Anal, Bi-sexual, Blowjob, Boy, Cum Swallowing, First Time, Gay, Oral Sex, Young


Introduction:     A straight man finds ecstasy on the other side with his neighbor's son.

"May I help you sir?" The motel clerk was a pleasant looking middle aged woman. She seemed unusually perky considering it was almost midnight. 

"I'd like a room for two, please."

"King or two doubles?" she asked.

I took a quick glance out the glass doors to make sure she couldn't see my passenger in the car. I deliberately parked just out of view.

"King, please."

What would she think if she knew that I, a 45 year old happily married man, had an 18 year old boy in the car? And what was I thinking? Did I really believe anything was going to happen tonight with Brandon? Should I change my mind and get the two double beds? I knew that would be the right thing to do but I left it as it was. Hopefully, Brandon wouldn't mind. I paid with a credit card, took the key card, and walked out to the car.

Brandon was the son of our neighbor, Julie. My wife, Cheryl, and I moved in across the street from them about five years earlier. Brandon's parents had recently been divorced and his mom got Brandon and the house. She and my wife became good friends over the years. Now Brandon was off to college. His mom wanted to drive him down but it's an eight hour drive each way and she was in the middle of closing a very important deal at work so, she couldn't get away. I am self employed and make my own hours, so the wife volunteered me. I didn't mind, I liked Brandon and enjoyed his company. The plan was to drive up the day before and stay in a motel. That way we could get Brandon moved into his room the next morning and I could get back home in the afternoon.

The problem was that I had recently found out Brandon was gay. That he was gay was not the
problem, that I knew about it and couldn’t stop thinking about it, was. Over the last few years I had been curious about being with another man. I'd never so much as touched another man's penis or even seen one erect, except in porn, and since finding out about Brandon, I'd been fantasizing about sucking his cock. It had become an obsession. Now that there might be an opportunity, I had no idea how to approach it. I couldn’t exactly just ask him, "can I suck your dick?" What if he freaked out and told his mom. She would have then, most certainly, told my wife. All I could do was take it slow and see what happened.

When I got back to the car, Brandon was half asleep with his head on a pillow leaning against the passenger window.

"I've got some bad news. They only have one room left and it has a king sized bed," I lied. “If you want, we can drive a little further and see if we can find a room with two beds."

"I don't mind if you don't," he said. “We’ve been driving forever and I just want to get to bed."

We had gotten a late start and hit bad weather and heavy traffic. The eight hour trip turned out to take eleven. I was relieved he didn't want to look for another motel but nervous about what to do next.

The room was a typical motel room with a king sized bed, TV, and a small desk. The sink and vanity was in an open alcove at the far side of the room with the toilet and shower behind a separate door. I decided to walk across the street to the convenience store to get some beer; liquid courage.

"That sounds good, do you mind if I have one?" Brandon asked.

"You don't think your mom will mind?" I immediately regretted putting myself in the adult chaperone mode, especially since we hit it off so well on the drive down.

"Nah, she lets me have wine with dinner all the time. Besides, I'm going to college; I think she knows I'm going to have a beer every once in awhile."

I left to get a six-pack, aware that it might be just what I need to break the ice. Brandon had a runner's build but only weighed about 120 lbs. One or two beers might be all that was needed to lower his inhibitions.

When I returned, I was disappointed to find that Brandon had changed into sweat pants and a T-shirt. He apparently planned to go to bed fully clothed. We both grabbed a beer and Brandon flipped on the TV. I finished half my beer before announcing I was going to take a shower, stripping down to my boxers before going into the bathroom. I was hoping to see some kind of response from Brandon. He glanced at me and I thought I saw him sneak a peek at my crotch but I couldn't be sure. It was probably just wishful thinking. I kept myself in good shape but what are the chances an 18-year-old would find a guy my age attractive. 

By the time I got into the shower I was horny as hell but I resisted the urge to jack-off. I knew that was probably the only relief I was going to get but I was still holding out hope that something might happen with Brandon. I stepped back into the room with a towel wrapped around my waist. I was able to calm my cock a little but it was still semi-erect and the towel barely concealed it. I decided to throw caution to the wind and put on clean boxers in front of Brandon. After all, we were two men and it wouldn't be that unusual to change in front of him. I dropped my towel to the floor and pulled out a clean pair of boxers from my bag. I was turned to the side, giving Brandon a good view of my cock without being too obvious. I'm average sized, about six inches and not very thick. I don't know if he was impressed, but Brandon was definitely staring straight at it. 

I put on my boxers, grabbed another beer, and crawled under the covers. I noticed that Brandon had grabbed a second beer. He also wanted to take a shower but, to my disappointment, went into the bathroom to get undressed. He grabbed a third beer and took it in with him. The alcohol couldn't hurt, I thought. I considered ordering some porn but thought that would be too obvious and just watched the news instead. 

By the time Brandon got out of the shower I had drifted off and was startled awake. I watched him at the sink brushing his teeth, wearing nothing but a towel around his waist. Brandon had long, straight dark brown hair that reached just below his collar. His skin was olive, making him appear Mediterranean. He had a muscular back but a small waist. The tight fitting towel showed a tight ass leading to thin but strong legs.

Brandon turned off the light above the sink and walked to the side of the bed. I could just make out the outline of his dick under the towel before he turned the lamp off, leaving only the light from outside, peeking around the curtains. 

"How was the shower?" I asked.

"Nice and hot," he said. "I needed it to warm up, it's freezing in here."

"You want me to turn the temperature up on the thermostat?" I offered.

"No, I'll be fine once I get under the blanket."

Brandon took off the towel and threw it on the floor. I could barely make out in the dim light that he wasn't wearing shorts. He got under the covers and lay on his left side with his back to me. That wasn't a good sign and there was also way too much space between us. I was resigned that Brandon did not share my fantasy. My cock was rock hard and poking straight up creating a tent in the covers. I rolled onto my side facing Brandon and decided to wait for him to fall asleep so I could quietly beat-off in the sheets. 

Brandon's breathing seemed to grow steady after about fifteen minutes. I feigned stretching and reached out touching him with my right hand, letting it rest on the small of his back. If he woke up, I would just pretend to be sleeping. Suddenly, he shifted and mumbled something about being cold again and then scooted backwards so that he was only inches away. I moved my hand to his waist. He was so close, I could feel his body heat. I realized that if I moved forward an inch or two that the head of my hard dick would be touching his butt, but I didn't dare.

Was he awake? I couldn't tell by his breathing but he was laying perfectly still. Under the guise of being asleep, I let my right hand drift to his stomach. If he stirred I would just roll over and he would assume it was done unintentionally. I slowly moved my fingers feeling his thin stomach hairs on his tight abs. Then I felt his hand on mine. I froze, still unsure if he was asleep. After being frozen with his hand on mine for a minute, I felt Brandon's hand pushing mine downward to his groin, down past his soft pubic hair to his fully erect cock. I lightly put my fingers around it. I gripped it slowly, still unsure if he was awake or possibly dreaming. I moved my fingers up his shaft and felt a drop of pre-cum on the tip. Then slowly moved my hand back down and slowly massaged his nearly hairless balls. 

Brandon grabbed my hand and wrapped it tight around his shaft and slowly directed it up and down. I took the hint and slowly started jacking him. He moaned lightly and I knew he had to be awake. I moved closer until my dick was pushing against the crack of his ass and continued stroking his shaft. Brandon rolled over to his back and threw the covers off, allowing me better access to his body. I could see the shadow of his dick, hard and slightly curved upwards towards his chest. I couldn't wait any longer to taste him. I moved up on my left elbow and grabbed him with my free hand, guiding his crowned staff to my mouth. I licked the head, tasting his pre-cum, then slid my tongue slowly up and down the shaft, bathing him in my saliva. Then I took him until my mouth. His shaft felt like silk wrapped around hard wood. It was thin enough for me to easily get into my mouth. I slowly took him deeper and deeper until I felt the head at the back of my throat. My nose was pressed against his pubes and I realized I had him completely in my mouth. I was proud that I wasn't gagging at all. It was hard to believe how natural it felt to have a cock in my mouth.

Slowly, I bobbed my head up and down, gliding my lips and tongue along his shaft. I could tell it was having the desired effect on Brandon as his breathing got heavier. I alternated between sucking and licking as I massaged his balls. Brandon lifted his pelvis to meet my mouth as he held my head. My own erection was harder than ever as I came to the realization that I was a cock sucker. Gay, straight, or bisexual, I was actually sucking a cock. 

I felt his manhood pulsate just as Brandon warned that he was cumming, releasing his grip on my head so I could pull away. But I couldn’t, I had to have his sperm in my mouth. Brandon grunted and moaned and I felt his body spasm as he came. The first spurt came as I had him deep in my mouth, splashing against the back of my throat. I adjusted so the head was just inside my lips allowing the second and third spurts to shoot across my tongue. 

Brandon reached over and flipped on the lamp as I continued to lick and suck on his penis, doing my best to clean-up every last drop of cum. Then Brandon opened the drawer to the nightstand and pulled out a tube of lubricant. He must have placed it there anticipating, or at least hoping, that something might happen between us.

“I want you to fuck me Steve,” he whispered.

“Okay,” was all I could say.

Brandon squeezed some lube on his hand and then spread it over my erect penis. Then he handed me the tube and rolled onto his stomach. I knew what to do. I spread his ass cheeks and squirted a little directly on his love hole. I rubbed it in, using my fingers, slipping one and then two fingers inside. 

He raised his butt slightly and spread his knees, signaling that he was ready. I pressed my cock head against his rosebud and pushed forward. With a little effort the head slipped in. I took it slow, pushing in a centimeter at a time, pushing in and then pulling back before pushing in a little deeper. Brandon moaned in pleasure. Soon my cock was buried in his ass. I started pumping rhythmically. It was so tight, I could see why some people preferred anal sex to vaginal.

With my hands on his hips, I pumped harder and harder. Brandon had his face turned to the side and I 
could see the pleasure he was feeling with every stroke. I reached around to grab his cock and found it hard as stone. The feel of his cock and the look on his face only heightened my arousal. Soon, my primitive side was taking over; my sole purpose in life was to cum deep in his ass. By then, Brandon had pushed my hand away and was jacking himself off. My orgasm swept through me and I shot load after load deep inside Brandon. I couldn’t remember the last time I came so hard and so much.

Brandon came in turn and buckled beneath me. I collapsed on top of him and kissed his neck. As my dick softened I rolled onto my side and Brandon did the same. We fell asleep spooning with my hand resting on his now flaccid dick. 

I woke up early and decided to take another shower. As the hot water flowed down my body I thought about what had happened. Had Brandon liked and wanted it as much as I had, or did the alcohol make him give in. He had at least three beers, maybe four. He had to have been at least a little drunk. I dreaded the thought that last night was a one time occurrence, or worse, that he would think I took advantage of him.

I was startled when the shower curtains opened. Brandon stepped into the shower and wrapped his arms around me and kissed me on the lips. Then he dropped to his knees and gave me a slow passionate blowjob, one like I had never had before. I came in his mouth and Brandon swallowed every drop. 

We washed each other rubbing soap over every inch of our bodies. When we were done I picked up Brandon and carried him to the bed, still soaking wet. I threw him on the bed and devoured his cock. I couldn’t get enough of it, sucking and licking his rod and his balls, tasting every inch. Like a starving man eating his last piece of bread, I savored his cock knowing that it might be a long, long time before I would have it again.

Brandon came all too soon and I knew we had to get going. We had breakfast at a restaurant next to the motel and then made the twenty minute drive to campus. We talked about college, Brandon’s future, the weather, and anything but what had happened. After we carried all of his things to his dorm, Brandon walked me back to my car. He gave me a long, tight hug. I felt my cock getting aroused and wondered if people nearby could tell that we were lovers. I realized I was being paranoid, anyone watching would just assume that we were father and son saying goodbye.

About a week later, Julie was visiting and I asked about Brandon. 

“It’s funny,” she said. “when he left, he made it clear he wasn’t going to be coming home often, maybe not even for Thanksgiving. Now he wants to come home for Columbus Day weekend. I think he misses his momma.”
Somehow I knew, Mom was not who he was missing.



Embarrassed Naked Male Short Stories, Part 1

















I remember a day from when I was 15. I got off school early because I had a doctor's appointment. Should have been a fairly normal thing, a usual check up. Little did I know how far out of my comfort zone I was going to go that day.

I arrived at the office and waited in the lobby with my parents. We had already discussed that I was old enough to go into the examination room alone so we were just waiting for my name to be called. There was a cute blond girl about my age who would look at me and look away quickly as I caught her gaze. I could feel myself blushing so I'd hide my face and look away.

"Sam?" that was my cue to head into the exam room. 
"So we here you're old enough to go in by yourself?" I nodded in agreement.
"Well that's true, you are 15 and you are going through puberty now as well."
I hesitated a reply. 

"It's okay it's natural. But we'll need to examine your penis and testicles to make sure you're growing properly, so before we weigh you and measure your height, we'll need you to strip completely naked"
"What?" I felt my voice crack. "But I've never been naked in front of anyone before since I was a child!" It's true, I have a girlfriend but we've never seen each other naked before.
"Well you're old enough to be mature about nudity now. It's natural. I'm a nurse I've seen many people naked and I've seen many penises it's okay!"




These amateur photos of guys naked in public situations were forwarded in a group email message from  Ben (BuckleBuddy) on the PublicNakedGuys, A Yahoo group

I hesitantly took my shirt off, next came my pants and socks and finally, with a pause, I dropped my underwear to my feet. The nurse smiled like it was nothing and took my clothes into another room. I stepped on a scale facing her and covering my crotch while she weighed me and measured my height. She then directed me into an adjoined room. 

I sat on the paper on the raised bed and it was cold, that sudden chill making giving me a very hard and unexpected erection. Pointing up at about 4 and a half inches, I tried not to think about it, hoping it would go down before the doctor came in.

"Sam! We need you to come out and sign this sheet." I heard my mom call.
"Mom can you please come in here and bring it?" I replied.

"Get your lazy butt out here, it'll only take a second." I wasn't sure how to break it to my mom that I was butt naked without yelling it out to her and embarrassing myself. I opened the door slightly and when I noticed I caught her attention I opened it enough that she could see I was nude but without seeing my crotch.

"Oh come on Sam, this is a doctor's office no one will care if you're naked. Get over here or your grounded. I'm not arguing with you."

I couldn't believe my mom was going to make me walk out there butt naked in front of all of those people. I prayed that the cute blonde wasn't there. I covered what I could of my boner and slowly walked out. I felt my heart drop in horror as I met her gaze walking out. 

She smilled at me and looked away quickly.


"Now that wasn't so hard was it? Now we need you to sign this sheet so for future reference you can come here on your own for check ups without us from now on."
I whispered "mom can I take this to the other room? I kind of need both hands to... y'know..."
My mother pulled my hand away from my crotch "Stop fooling around Sam this will only take a moment."
I felt my boner shoot up in plain view of everyone including the cute blonde. I saw her eyes go straight to my crotch and she smiled again in sort of a laugh. I quickly signed the sheet and covered it up again, humiliated that I was in plain view of at least 10 different people. 

"Now that wasn't so hard was it?" My mom said slapping my butt. "Head back in the room."

I covered my penis and ran as fast as I could. My boner refused to go down but the doctor didn't mind. He told me it was natural and I shouldn't feel ashamed. But somehow I did. As we left the blonde was still there and she gave me a small wave. I smiled back and I could feel myself blushing. I wish I had gotten her name or something. I went home and locked myself in my room and masturbated a few times that day, imagining myself having sex with her. Part of me was almost glad she had seen me naked...


Naked and Composed: CMNM Festa Honolulu, Jan. 1-3, 2016

CMNM EVENT.. even a whole New Year's Holiday of CMNM. 




The photos represent what our CMNM New Year's Festa Honolulu will (hopefully) be like: 
Naked/Suited Pool Party,  amateur strip and CMNM Comic Routines,  Naked Sushi Feast, etc.


Really?  So far in previous attempts and earlier this year, we've not had much turn-out at the few actual live events, but we're a world-wide group of men.
 There are thousands of members and  men interested in CMNM scattered everywhere.  Eventually, I have always said that there will be enough CMNM guys in one spot to be able to hold some live events.
 Hopefully, this New Year's in Hawaii (Oahu ) maybe also the outer island, Big Island, Kauai, or Maui) will be the third annual CMNM Weekend Festa from January 1 - 3, 2016 in Honolulu.

If it can be successful, then there are bound to be similar CMNM events held at other locations in North America, Europe, South America, Asia and elsewhere.

To find out more, please go the the Festa Invitation page at:
https://www.eventbrite.com/e/cmnm-festa-honolulu-january-1-3-2016-tickets-19023869907

There you will find more details, and important the rules of expected behavior, and how to got about applying for an invitation to attend as a CMNM guest, or also how to apply for the few volunteer staff and paid performers (actors, dancers/strippers).  No services of sex industry workers are being solicited.


 CMNM Festa in Waikiki  Jan. 1 - 3, 2016

 If you are going to be in Honolulu for New Year's (Jan. 1-3) or can be at the Big Island (Kohala) at Christmas, then make plans to attend one or several of the CMNM Weekend Festa from January 1 through January 3, 2016. (Other events are planned for the Big Island  (Dec 24 - 25).
See the other CMNM events at:
  http://www.eventbrite.com/o/club-cmnm-2813880240


Who can join:   Legal adults (21 or older for most events).
Single males, couples or groups are invited to participate.  Women are not barred from attending, but this IS a male - mostly gay or homosexual lifestyle - although some married couples (M/F) could possibly find it very stimulating.

Who will be there:   Since it's just getting organized now, there's a good chance we'll have a dozen (or perhaps much more) men attending the private CMNM events.  There's no doubt they will be fun and worth it:  strippers, erotic dancers, naked waiters, and an assortment of exciting clothed male / naked male activities and games are planned. The private homes and rented hotel suites will also make a comfortable and elegant venue for some memorable excitement you will never forget.



What type of events:  CMNM Festa Welcome Pool Party (at a private home - clothing optional - of course),  a Naughty Costume Party and Role-Play in a penthouse suite of a Waikiki Hotel, a sleepover (with clothed and naked males in attendance), male strippers and uniformed hosts will be in attendance at several of the events.   In the day time on Saturday and Sunday, you can enjoy several tourist excursions or some special CMNM events and tours:  visit to a nude beach, naked diving / snorkeling, a naked catamaran cruise, and a CMNM wine-tasting and sushi party with both nude and clothed waiters.


The tentative dates listed below are correct, but the events/activities are only just being set up:
  Friday evening, Jan 1    CMNM Naughty Costume Party  Waikiki (in a hotel room)
  Jan 1-2  same Friday night  to Saturday morning, Sleep-over at the hotel with 'Night Light & Fleshlight Games'
  Saturday  afternoon (12:00-17:00), Jan, 2  CMNM Picnic and CMNM Beach Excursion  (located revealed later)
   Saturday night,  Jan. 2  CMNM Role-Play Party,  Strip Performance
    Sunday,  Jan. 3  12:00-3:00pm,   Nude Dudes + Clothed Guys Catamaran Cruise
    Sunday  evening, Jan. 3,   CMNM Pool Party and BBQ, with hired performance entertaining (NO LOCATION YET.. any suggestions or recommendations?)
    Monday, Jan. 4  - Excursions (optional) - Naked Hiking, nude snorkeling and diving, etc...


To find out more, please go the the Festa Invitation page at:
 http://www.eventbrite.com/o/club-cmnm-2813880240

There you will find more details, and important the rules of expected behavior, and how to got about applying for an invitation to attend as a CmNm guests, or also how to apply for the few volunteer staff and paid performers (actors, dancers/stripper).  No services of sex industry workers are being solicited.

 

Friday, December 11, 2015

My first trip to Bali: Indonesia at its best and its worst, Part I








On January 2nd - 8th a few years ago now,  I spent my first vacation in Bali, one of the Indonesia islands that gets millions of foreign tourists. It was a very interesting and enlightening trip. I went scuba diving on two different days at two different locations - once among the soft corals of Mendanjan Island in the far northwest, and also dived about the ruins of the USS Liberty, an American cargo ship torpedoed in Indonesia waters by a Japanese submarine on January 11, 1942 (70 years ago today as I write this). Because it did not sink, it was docked at Tulamben, where the 1963 eruption of Mt. Agung caused it to be rolled into the sea just off shore.  


I visited several gorgeous Hindu temples, including Tanah Lot Temple, a picturesque Hindu temple built in the 16th century on a huge rock 100 meters off Bali's west coast, and surrounded by water during the high tides. I took two days of a private tour, one arranged by a the driver from my hotel, Villa Layang Bulan, and the other conducted by my scuba instructor. We took very scenic drives over small roads overlooking beautiful rice terraces. One of these brought me to the mountain village of Kintamani, which offers spectacular views of Lake Batur and the volcano. We stopped by the Elephant Cave or "Goa Gajah", a hermitage from the 11th century, used by both Buddhists and HIndus, where a huge collapsed statute of Buddha lies in ruins among the fresh water spring that opened when it fell (presumably due to an earthquake). 

I took in a traditional Monkey Forest visit, where these socially astute creatures can be quite aggressive in search of food. I visited the town of Ubud, where I stayed in a beautiful villa boutique hotel that seemed more like a temple itself. Ubud is the largest artisan town in central Bali, where I shopped for silver and gold jewelry, ornate wood carvings and all kinds of souvenirs. I visited its temples and also attended a kechak dance and fire dance performance that evening, after running to it soaking wet in one of the daily rainstorms. There wasn't constant rain - except for my very last day. 

Generally, it was sunny with scattered clouds. If it rained, it usually came on quickly and didn't last long (15 minutes to an hour). Temperatures ranged from a cool 18 at night and even cooler in the higher altitudes to a high of 30 or more in the daytime. 




I ate chicken noodle (mee ayam) and sate (kebabs with peanut soy sauce) at a roadside warung (portable eater). I enjoyed my visit to the Mother Temple at Besakih, Bali's most holy and the largest Hindu temple, built in the 11th century. It's built on the slopes of Mount Agung at an altittude of 1000 meters. 
 The people I met were perhaps one of the most interesting of Bali's features. I'll hold off telling about them until I get else confessed. 
I needed to make it clear from the start that I did enjoy my first visit to Bali. From what I tell after, you may get the impression that there wasn't so much that I didn't like about Bali. That's far from the truth. It's different from many places I have been - but probably not so different from most. There's much about the island that is beautiful, exciting, and attractive, but I would be totally honest if I omitted telling that I was also disappointed by some aspects of Bali: its crowded roads, the heavy commercialization, the level of street smarts needed to get things done, the deceptive friendliness of the people, and the heavy religiosity practiced everywhere. 

While none of these problems was unique to Bali -- perhaps they are not so much 'problems' as different approaches to live and interpersonal communication to which I was not accustomed -- and can be found in many places. However, you hope to be able to relax on a vacation without having to be constantly hassled by these societal constraints. While I was able to relax to a large degree, there was an undercurrent of tension with all of the complaints mentioned above that it sometimes was difficult to overcome negative feelings. 


First, let me explain. I went to Bali - mainly as an escape from cold winter weather. Secondly, it was also intended to be a sex vacation. I had heard stories about how wild Bali could be - at least, those stories of wild gay abandon with some muscled brown bodies of hunky Indonesian men loomed large in my consciousness before arriving on the island. 


The person who make a big impression was a beautiful Balinese man with whom I fell in love. Surya was my diving instructor. Although he knew I was gay (I had signed up with a gay travel site and was staying at a gay hotel), he himself was straight, married and expecting his first child at the end of this month. I don't think I'm being deluded to say that he actually teased me quite a lot. His boss, the owner of the dive shop is gay (also non-Indonesian). 

                 
Surya, no doubt, knew the effect his body, voice, eyes and hands were having on my psyche, but he played that out to his advantage as he kept hinting that he could make himself available if the price were right. I'm not quite sure he had anything more in mind than a regular back rub (oil massage), but it certainly sounded like he could be persuaded to do more or even let me do more. However, he insisted that he had never done such a thing before and had not, in fact, ever had an intimate conversation with any of his clients before. I don't actually know if he was telling me the truth or not - although I have no reason to doubt him and plenty of reasons to believe that he told the truth. 







It started innocently enough. He came over from the second boat when we were having lunch and sat down next to me to eat his meal. He asked if I might be interested in going out for another's day diving later in the week, but - at the point - I was already tired and just wanted to explore the beaches and the area around Kuta / Seminyak (the gay area of Bali) more so I said I wouldn't be interested. 


After we returned to shore after our second dive, we were all getting packed up and ready to go. I needed to change out of my small bikini swimsuit (actually it was see-thru if you looked carefully). I knew Surya was going to be the person who drove the van back to Kuta Beach so I mentioned to him that I was going to go get changed. He dropped what he was doing and offered to show me where I could get a shower at the small shop about 100 meters up the dirt road. 



When we got there, I pull off my swimsuit and showered naked next to him. I was hoping he would take off his own boardshorts, but he didn't. It was the kind of spontaneous CMNM experience that I had been craving, and which I suspect that Surya knew full well was making me more and more attracted to him. He casually showered himself next to me, glancing down from time to time to look at my cock and balls. I feigned innocence because, in reality, it was nothing more than just a shower with a fellow diver. After showering, he moved into the toilet, where I supposed he changed into this street clothes, as I did in an adjoining changing room. 


Playing around with a gay guy would be a dilemma for Surya since he was very cognizant of needing the money because of his wife's having a baby (and stopping her work), but also he told me of his good friend from his hometown whom he had grown up with. He told how that friend had allowed himself to be used as a 'kept boy' for a older rich Frenchmen, who even now visits the island every six months, lavishing gifts that included a house and car on his friend who is also married, but still engages in sex with the older 'daddy'.

 The moral and economic dilemma seemed to weigh heavily on my Surya's mind. He joked with me about his being available for a nude massage for 2.5 million rupiah, but in the end, he could not find the guts or perhaps I should say -- he finally held out with the strength of good character -- to simply say he was joking, and not really interested. But I suspect he had been sorely tempted - not by my looks, but because I felt that he sensed he could trust me more than he had been able to do with any of client. 

Moreover, he really did seem to get pleasure from my words of praise about his looks, his character, and his expertise at diving instruction. When I told him something nice about his looks or character, he would smile broadly and repeat, "I like that very much." 


Surya often asked, "Will you be dreaming of me when you return home?" I could only heartily agree that I will dream about Surya for a long time to come. I really loved watching him - his dark coffee-colored skin was a joy to behold. He had wavy jet black hair, a broad smile of white teeth, and wide shoulders and brawny arms, yet not overly muscled or brutish. His voice was godly and he is surely the great grandson of some powerful Hindu god.  


Visit this blog again to read a later update on my trip to Bali.